i love you, honeybear
for the days that feel heavy
I stayed up late making this for you because I couldn't get you off my mind, I never can.
which feeling is hurting you today?
there's a little something for every one of them.
feeling unsure of yourself?
there are so many people in your life that love you just for you
- every single inch of you is perfect in my eyes
- body is tea
- you have survived every single day so far. this will pass
- you are not too much for anybody, especially not me.
- If only you could see yourself how I see you.
hey, my love, I know that your head is listing every reason you're not enough. i wish i could reach through this screen and put my hand over its mouth. when i look at you, i see someone kind, funny, stubborn in the best way, and so easy to love it's almost unfair.
I know sometimes my words seem empty, but think about everyone else. You have a book of people that love every aspect of you, you are such an amazing part of their life. Soon you will come home to me and I will hold you until that voice gets bored and goes away.
— laynee bug, always
Wishing you were someone else?
my pretty boy
- you are a boy— a real, handsome, strong, perfect boy.
- I love you pretty voice
- I love watching you become more confident with who you are.
- there are plenty of men that have feminine features, it doesn't make you any less real.
- you have made amazing progress in your journey, and I am so proud of you.
my sweet darling, i know some days its hard to look at yourself without feeling like you're wearing a costume. i can't fight that feeling for you, but i see you. the way you laugh, hold yourself high, and the way you say my name. you are the man i fell for, and keep falling for every single day.
your masculinity was never something you had to prove — not to me, not to anyone. i love you, and I'm proud of you for everything you do. You're much stronger than many people I know.
— Laynee bug, always
feeling blue?
you don't have to be okay right now, im here baby
- i know it hurts now, but this feeling wont last forever
- I would drop everything to make you feel okay again
- there is not shame in feeling sad honey, feel what you need to and I will love you all the way through
- the softest hearts have the heaviest days. you have the most precious heart I know
- even when you don't have motivation, always know that forcing yourself to do something will make you feel better. If you need motivation—how about a kiss
oh, sweetheart. you don't deserve this feeling. Its okay to feel this way, I'll pull the blanket over both of us and we'll wait it out together, there is a rainbow after every thunderstorm.
This version of you is just as worthy of love as the rest. In fact, every time you become vulnerable with me, my love for you grows. You feel what you need to sweetie, you are safe with me. i've got you, forever, and always.
— laynee bug, always
Missing me?
even when i'm not beside you, im never far
- gather all of the things that remind you of me, give them all a little kiss and tell them you love them — even if its a hoodie
- We will talk soon, I promise. You're doing so good at waiting for me.
- soon we will be together nearly every day, soak up the days of quiet while you can.
- in every crowd, I try to find your smiling face. Even if I know you wont be there.
- the freckles on that handsome face is roughly how many times i thought of you today.
hi, my love. i know this feeling — I feel it often. A thing to remember is that soon it will all be worth it and we will be inseperatable again. i guarantee i am thinking of you, missing you, and planning the day when I see you again.
whenever it gets too quiet, come back to this page. these words are from me, just for you. i love you across every mile, and one day i'll love from across the room too.
— laynee bug, always
pissed?
breathe with me.
- scream into a pillow if you need, its a good way to express it
- take whatever spcae you need, in the end I am always available to talk.
- Its completely okay to feel angry, you don't need to pretend you are not.
- remember to journal how you are feeling sweetie.
- storms always pass, you will remain the same
I love you so much.
When things get calmer, i'll be right here. Helping you get through the flame or waiting on the other side to help you breahe again.
— Laynee bug, always
Am I acting angry?
don't take it too personally, we will work it out
- youre my everything, I never mean to hurt you.
- sometimes my anger controls me, im trying to work on it.
- Im sorry I am acting like a douche, I just need to have some space to understand my emotions
- Whatever happened, I'll get over it. I cant stay mad at your adorable face
- I know my anger affects you a lot, I promise its not you
There is a 80% chance I am overreacting and I know you know that too. I promise I am trying to identify where I act anrgy when i am actually not and fix my behavior.
I know you know how much anger affects me, and I am sorry its so hard for me to fix it. You are the most patient and caring person I know. Thank you for being so understanding and helping me through this journey.
— Laynee bug, always
whenever you need reassurance
any day, any hour, any feeling — i'll be here, loving you, the same as always.
with all my love, cherry